"but these conditions had not exactly taken shape, I had not been in the groove long enough with my materials to feel I was on a road."
Inferno, Eileen Myles
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La désenchantée (1990) |
"Cause I could know myself, that's all. Some lazy thing I could always do because I was dumb and not normal, but special... something crazy--maybe that could be my job? I had that thought just briefly one tiny light and then it was gone."
Inferno, Eileen Myles